I am so happy. Today Jesus turned up. He was walking amidst of the people. One by one, He took the secret manna and put it on their hands. And they ate it joyfully.
They were beaming from side to side. God spoke and they caught it - rhema.
Many things are caught, not taught. So happy you all caught it. Run with it. Make yr marathorn a good one. Jesus is waiting for you at the end point.
date: Monday, April 27, 2009 @ 9:51 pm
title: vibs
I was so irritated with the mac lagging, that my vibs killed a plant beside me. I walked past it and it withered.
Na. it was my imagination.
But I need self-control. I need to control the vibs i give out.
Reading 'Faith' by Phil Pringle. I got homework to catch up. Faith to build. Lives to save.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!
date: Sunday, April 26, 2009 @ 6:25 pm
title: Release
Closed the doors. I fell on my knees.
"It is done. I release you." I decided. I dun want any part with the past. What you did to me. Its the past. What He's gonna to do to me. Its my future.
You have dun part in it. Your arrows is useless against my bazooka of faith. I blasted you when you showed up today at my doorstep.
It's time for you upgrade :)
ZHan: 1 Loser: -1
date: @ 9:19 am
title: 10 lepers
Love covers a multitude of sins.
"You are forgiven. Go. sin no more. Bring a sacrifice to the temple and let the priest examine you," said Jesus.
Out of the 10 lepers that went. Only 1 came back. Healed completely. Just because he was thankful. That's you. Dun doubt.
Come back to Jesus. He's waiting to heal you.
date: @ 12:22 am
title: Love.
Love is unconditional.
But true love is conditional. That's why even God knows that we love Him. He still gave us the 10 Commandments & a Bible to state the conditions on what is love and not.
"Where is the love? Where is the love? Where is the love?" -Black Eye Peas-
date: Friday, April 24, 2009 @ 7:29 pm
title: afternoon-evening
today afternoon. I prayed until I fainted.
I went into the front line of the warfare and rallied against the principalities and breaking down the stronghold erected in front of me. I was confessing the Word. I was picking up the sword to smash and slice my way through.
Until I was out of breathe and started spinning in my room. I collapsed.
I dunno what happened.
I was still uttering the Word. I was calling out names. I was not intending to stop. I refused to give into my weak body. My will is greater than my senses. Gradually, I started to lose my orientation and my world became a cloth of darkness falling in front of me.
I blacked out.
Until I felt someone tapping on my shoulders and calling my name. Trying to wake me up. I struggled to open my eyes. I left someone leaving the room, after staying for quite a while to look over me. But I was alone at home. The locks and the doors are secured.
Who could be that?
I didn't have time to think about it. I was gonna be late for dinner and movie. argh! my eyes are bloodshot and my hands were shaking. My body felt as though something biologically happened to me.
God the Father, the Son & the Holy Spirit. They turned up. Maybe I prayed too loud, crying out to them. To deliver and bring about spiritualy principles and code of conduct :)
date: Thursday, April 23, 2009 @ 12:26 am
title: Hal's b day!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAL!! :)
date: @ 12:18 am
title: Humility
Nowadays. I get mad at myself. For not being humble. Who says everything needs to be perfect to follow. No one. Only perfectationists rationalise that way.
I feel it doesn't matter who did it, but who suppose to do it matters. To make people feel successful is more important than claiming the success.
I am called to follow. To follow the lead.
Leaders lead the way. Followers follow the lead. As easy as that.
Humility.
date: Monday, April 20, 2009 @ 9:55 pm
title: My Morning
Lately, there have been alot of battles going on. Inside of me and on the outside. Day after day, its getting harder and harder. Alot of mornings, I dun feel like waking up. I dun feel like doing anything. But when the alarm rings and the sun shines brightly. I know. I need to kick start the day well.
Smiling. I looked at myself on the mirror "Today is gonna be a better day. With Jesus, I have everything," I told myself. I plucked in the earphones. I switched on Miss Mini. I ran thru the songlist. I found the music for the mood. "Fill me. Fill me. Holy Spirit. Come." I whispered. The music blasted and boomed. The morning sun started to burn my delicate skin.
And He came.
His Presence permeated my room. The morning dew of the Lord filled the room.. "Lord. You came." "Yes." He smiled. And I smiled.
I raised my voice. To sing a morning song. To prophesy a future. To bind the falsehood. To seek the One who gathers the lost.
This is how my morning starts. With God. Everyday.
Everything by prayer. Nothing without it :)
date: Sunday, April 12, 2009 @ 11:31 pm
title: Tame your tongue :p
Sometimes people hurt you, unknowingly. You just need to look at the person eye to eye and smile.
Sometimes people hurt you, knowingly. You just need to look at the person eye to eye and dun say anything.
Sometimes people hurt you, planning to. You just need to look at the person eye to eye and leave them alone.
Sometimes people hurt you. You just got to smile, dun say anthing and leave them alone. Confess. Confess. Confess.
date: Friday, April 10, 2009 @ 9:39 pm
title: Good Friday for 2009
This post is dedicated to Zhang CX :) You say I only write poetry on my blog. hahaha. Here's some personal stuff.
Not long ago, I celebrated my birthday a few times cos its my 21st. To be frank, I'm not a birthday fan. I like it to be quietly passed by. Nevertheless, it's this one birthday question that always and forever, never fails to keep me thinking the whole day. But this year, being 21, it just made it even more challenging:
"What did you wish for?"
Can I be truthful? I never wish for anything for most of the birthday. But this year being 21, i treat it extremely seriously with deep reverance. I thought through a few days what to wish for. But in the end, my answer was "I want to have another 5 more wishes, each one for the closest people in my life" Ya la. I am undecisive boy. I let others to decide :)
Another question came up: "You wished for a wife right?"
"BINGO! AMEN!" might be my answer, say.. 3 years ago. But now, unknowingly becoming 21, I was like.. er.. not really le. Then the next few days, the whole world centered around 'wife' thingy. Even sermons.. "... having a wife is a good thing." But what you mediate upon, you will think of. hahaha.
Well. That's weeks before. Heng.. got things to do this week. Otherwise, I will be trapped by that question.
"Have a wife or not have a wife." That's not the question. Still to early. I'm on vow anyway. Later la.
Happy Good Friday! :)
date: @ 11:02 am
title: Easter Warfare
Faith. Where art thou? Where art thee?
Hope. Where art thou? Where art thee?
Love. Where art thou? Where art thee?
I will wait. I will wait for you. I will hold onto the ground. I will put my foot down. I will dig my heels. I will not give in. I will not give up.
I will fight. For Thy Glory.
The war has just begun. Charge!
date: Monday, April 06, 2009 @ 8:32 pm
title: First Blood
Just let go. Release yourself into a world of mysteries. Dun be afraid. Be strong and courageous always. I will 'be with you always, until the end of the days'
You have such lovely eyes. A look into them, I see how you see me: most dearest.
Your love covers a multitude of sins. Your perfect love casts out all fear. You made me wanna to be a better man.
Let me not be distracted. Let me not be discouraged. Let me not be disconnected. Let me not be dissatisfied.
Show me how to: Love myself Like my personality Enjoy my abilities Celebrate my successes
Because I am who you made me to be. And you made me to be who I am. One way or another. Because of you. I am.
